Sissy Awakening Pt 1

Sissy Awakening Pt 1This is my first story and charts how I began to question my sexuality, my desires, my needs. I had just turned 19, still living at home, a typical young horny single guy lusting after girls, too shy to ever actually talk to them however. Occasionally I found myself staring at guys, twinks like me, cute, slim, styled hair, tight t-shirts...only to catch myself staring and looking away red faced and confused. Sexually frustrated my routine would be to come home from work, lock myself in my room as soon as I got home and watch porn...I had my favourites, favourite stars, favourite scenes, but I had just discovered cumshot compilations. I was mesmerised...seeing hot slutty porn stars taking huge loads of cum all over, their tits, their faces, their mouths. Nothing illegal bahis got my cock as hard! I would often rewatch my favourite cumpilations knowing the exact cumshot I would lose control at. I hadn?t discovered edging properly yet so would often jerk my cock until it throbbed then playing with my balls until my favourite cumshot would make me spurt, sometimes into a tissue if I had the presence of mind, more often than not losing myself in the moment and my hand and chest covered in my hot mess. I remember the literal ?cumdown? afterwards, cleaning up my warm sticky mess, the air thick with the smell of spunk...This cycle continued for months. Work, home, wank, cum. Work, home, wank, cum. I had a few new favourite cumpilation videos, some lasting over an hour. With these illegal bahis siteleri I could really indulge, my left hand stroking and squeezing, my right on the computer mouse, clicking, scrolling for my favourite cumshots, repeating them, pausing for that perfect shot of a cum splattered face eagerly wanting more. This was always my favourite. A thick rope of cum on her face, the desperate look on her face wanting more, wanting it all. Once I had found this perfect shot I would pump my cock harder, tighter until I was at the PONR and inevitably shoot hard...But again and again I would watch these videos, my favourites, shooting load after load to these scenes, knowing what was coming and knowing that it would get me off. I was hooked. It became that I would watch canlı bahis siteleri these scenes exclusively. I didn?t have an account on the site but my internet history remembered them, knowing I?d soon be back for my fix, knowing I?d need to see more cumshots and hungrier cumsluts.As this cycle went on I started to think why it was I favoured these clips. It was rare I would watch a regular sex scene. I might watch blowjob scenes but usually skip to the cumshot, hoping to see a huge load on an eager face. The bigger the cumshot the better, thick streams of hot sticky white cum. A sexy slutty face covered with cum. A nice fat juicy pair of tits splattered with cum. A hungry open mouth filled with cum. Then I realised, that was it, that?s what was getting me off...cum. I was starting to get fixated on cum. I tried to push this thought from my mind. I was straight. One hundred percent completely. Wasn?t I? I plan on posting new parts of my story regularly so look out for them and let me know if you enjoy them in the comments!